Wayward Passion
"She hasn’t been seen for quite sometime and I’m really worried that something dreadful has happened to her. Please, can you take a look inside?"
"Sure thing. We get a lot of calls like this. Your friend is probably out for the day. As soon as we find out what’s going on inside, you’ll be the first to know."
"Be careful when you go in, she's a bit of a hoarder!"
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Image of Public Domain artwork by Samuel van Hoogstraten from 1653
Perched atop a ladder a grimy window like a portal to this one’s soul blurs a vision seen far too often amongst those forgotten by time and family.
With hands and face pressed hard against the glass, dim lit eyes scan the room for signs of life. But a wayward passion impedes this mission as worldly possessions, all neatly stacked, almost touch the ceiling.
Having breached the portal, a single long deep breath clears the room of deathly horrors.
All that there’s left to do is to clamber in and crawl from box to box, stack to stack, with back to ceiling and stomach to ancient history.
One would hope this festering vision doesn’t give in and swallow the one who’s intent on leaving no stone unturned.
Peering down from an Everest of a lifetime’s hoarding, a well worn narrow path is seen leading from front to rear, with smaller rooms that may hide the almost forgotten, not too far away.
Tobogganing down the slope of long forgotten musty memories, images flash by of much younger days enjoyed by the one hell bent on keeping what others would consider worthless.
Coming to rest on print alien to searching wide opened eyes, the search begins anew.
Treading lightly over uneven ground, the dark narrow trench leads off into the kitchen and to a space which maybe the one and only bedroom.
Upon one visible wall within this room, hang freshly polished wooden framed photographs of persons that must have lived a hundred years ago. In the corner, surrounded by jars of butts and enough clothes to sink a ship, lays a heavily stained well-worn mattress with tattered sheets and a single threadbare blanket.
Turing back, a glimmer of hope prevails as the kitchen shows signs of life, with recently opened cans of pet food littering every inch. Odd though, considering no pets live within. As for the bathroom it’s just another storage pen.
Having failed to locate a single soul, it’s time to leave and tell the inquiring mind outside, what’s happened here. Unlocking the front door, we turn to take one last look. “God, how could anyone live like this?” now comes to mind for the umpteenth time.
"Did you find her? Is she alright?"
"No….no ones home. Have you seen what it’s like inside?"
"Yes I know it’s terrible, but she wouldn’t have it any other way."
To be continued...































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Peter:
Wow! We recently had an old lady here in Orange County who lived exactly like that. Trash filled her entire house - every bedroom, kitchen, bathrooms, living room, and even the garage. Finally, after many complaints from her neighbors, and several citations from the city, the county moved in and emptied her place and carted it all to the dump. I believe she was fined.
Scary post.
Happy trails.
Excellent post Peter, who knew, never heard about Hoarding as a disorder, love your little windows and how they open up. Apart from the material stuff I think we all hoard mental crap we should get rid of.
Peter, this is an AMAZING and AWE INSPIRING chapter. I had an acquaintance who use to live like this. It boggles the mind how one can confine their house to tunnels.
Hugs, JJ
Hey Peter,
We will have a continuance? I think we deserve one...
I will expose what my mind retrieved from this beautiful work:
It is amazing how much luggage we carry after a long existence; and it is astonishing how low a human being is willing to go after some sort of disappointment...it is like while living he is dead, he (as a human) gave up on life, and on its components (such as order and tidiness)!
What happened to her? Where is she? We need to know...
Peter, congratulations...I loved it!!
Cheers
When I was a girl there was a pack rat that lived down the street. I had to go to her house once because she bought some fundraiser items from me. She invited me in while she got her wallet.
Peter that house was packed. From the front door there was a path through the living room to the kitchen and down the halls. Piles of stuff, newspapers, magazines, junk, everything you could possibly think of stacked from floor to ceiling. It was sad.
Love the post!
Have a great weekend!
Hi Swubird! We had a lady similar to yours down here, except everytime they took away her rubbish away, the same amount of rubbish would be suddenly reappear. In the end I think she went to goal for contempt of court. To take a soft approach though, she was elderly and dementia must have played a part.
Take Care,
Peter
Hi Bob and thank you! Just after I posted this, I watched an Oprah show down here on the very same thing. This lady had her entire home filled with goods she had hoarded from the time her kids left home. I think in her case, she did it to make up for the kids not being home. Unfortunately one of them wouldn't return because of this disorder. Sad but true. A happy ending though as Oprah got out the broom and fixed up the home. Love good endings!
Take Care,
Peter
Hi JJ and thank you! For some, I suppose when they have no one else, that's all they have to remind them of the good times.
Take Care,
Peter
Hi The Muse! Yes, it is sad. I have come across quite a few so far and the occupier has always been an elderly person living alone.
All of them have been females who have outlived their partners and family.
The odd thing is that none of them are what you would could strange; just lovely little old ladies living out their days.
Take Care,
Peter
Hi Max! For all the things that we see wrong with these people, there is got to be something right in what some are trying to achieve.
Living in a materialistic world, we work hard for our pleasures and once they bore us, cast them away without a thought.
The ones that I've come across that have hoarded family treasures and trinkets have probably done so, because, they, their parents and friends have lived through the depression and great wars. Not wanting to waste a thing they hang onto what they've got.
"If we don’t waste what we have, we’ll still have it in the future and will not lack it" now comes to mind.
As for the ones that I've come across, heaven knows where they are now.
Take Care,
Peter
Peter,
I can tell you that I am that type of person who keeps everything for posterity (only, I organise things). I still have some of my baby clothes (because my mom gave most of them way, for charity), toys, childhood stuff...
You are correct, most people toss things away when they get bored...
I wish you a merry weekend, my friend!
Cheers
Hi Max! Unfortunately I haven't kept a thing from my childhood days. I did have a diary once(sounds a bit girly) but it bit the dust many moons ago after I got the shits.
As you know, our children have all left home. Home sweet home, still contains their tresures and junk. Wouldn't have it any other way!
Take care you two!
Peter
Hey Peter,
You had a diary (no, it doesn't sound girlish at all)? Not, many men admit that they do...but I always thought that it was the right kind of therapy!
:D do you still keep their bedrooms as they left it? My mom still keeps ours as we left them...
Thanks, Peter :D!
Have a great week!
Cheers
I once knew someone a little like that. Not that extreme but he did have a hard time throwing things out. And he had a penchant for shopping for "bargain" items in bulk. Collecting egg cartons because he'd heard you could construct a ceiling from them. Such behavior must reflect a fear of not having enough. Of something. But what?
The way you built the suspense in this piece of writing was most effective. The suspense built as high as the stack of "belongings."
Hi Max! The boys bedrooms are much the same as they left them except for Stevens, whose room is now a sort of a dumping ground for the other boys (and ours) bits and pieces.
Our eldest is dropping by every now and then on his way through to wherever and being a tall strapping young man that he is, he needs his king size bed (and the junk in his room) just the way he left it.
Take Care,
Peter
Hi San! I often wonder with some people, how they get started with hoarding and why they do not see it as very unusual. The ones I've come across in the past, lived by themselves. For them it would have been a gradual collection and with no one around to tell them it could be harmful to their health and others, they just kept on doing what they thought was best for them.
San, thank you heaps for your writing critique. It doesn't happen very often but when it does I greatly appreciate it.
Take Care,
Peter
Hello Peter!
"The boys bedrooms are much the same as they left them except for Stevens, whose room is now a sort of a dumping ground for the other boys (and ours) bits and pieces."
I think all parents do that, don't they? Cause we never know when we might need to go back to our parents' place lol! Poor Steven; does this mean he visits you less?
"Our eldest is dropping by every now and then on his way through to wherever and being a tall strapping young man that he is, he needs his king size bed (and the junk in his room) just the way he left it."
LOL LOL LOL I hear you! Why do all parents think that their male kids' stuff is junk?
Cheers
Hi Max! Why do all parents think that their male kids' stuff is junk? Funny you should ask that!
Having wrecked all my music Cd's, I went through my youngest son's collection the other day and found some fun Cd's.
I'm now driving around listening to techno and deep boom, boom base music.
Could it be that I'm going through a change of life experience? If I am, I'm having fun doing it.
P.S. His music is a great way to keep the bugs off the front windscreen!
Take Care,
Peter
Hi Peter!
LOL LOL you are listening to techno!? LOL LOL Wow...That is some fun imagery! LOL LOL
I think you miss your kids :)!
"P.S. His music is a great way to keep the bugs off the front windscreen!"
ROFL....that was a good one LOL!
Ah, Pete, you kill me LOL....
Cheers
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